I’m going to break down soon.

My hair is dropping in large amounts. I cant sleep in peace every day. I work at such a slow speed that i feel like crying every time i enter my room. i feel so guilty even when i watch tv for 5 mins.

WHY WHY AM I LIKE THIS NOW:(

6 days. i’m 3 quarters dead.

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I love                   4G2.

Honestly i’ve never loved a class in my life. this is the first time.

I don’t want to leave. really.

Farewell assembly’s coming soon.

Everything, from lessons to exams to recess together to all the fun times and sad times and extremely stressed till we cry tgt times.

All coming to an end. So fast. so sudden.

Please, can time stop ticking away. Even though the next 50 days are going to be onerous, i rather experience all the stress slowly.. please don’t let this end. ):

So sorry for being late.

Happy belated birthday, giokting

3 packs of chips a day ——> i put on 3 more kg of fats.

Family

‘there’s always a family behind for you to fall back on’

maybe this statement is true for many people out there.
but i’m not sure whether its true for me.

everything is just coincidental. today’s morning writing title:
“‘Mother knows best’. write about some of the problems that you discuss with your mother. Do you always take her advice? “

There are 1000001 things that i’ve yet to tell anyone. I guess its time i learn to confide in my mum. even you are choosing mother over friends. so many living examples for me to learn from. yet i’ve chosen to look at it with a blind eye. there were many times where i tried to seek comfort from many people, from friends to relatives to even mrs lee or God, but i never get the kind of comfort my heart is yearning for.

now i think back, it seems like family has always been the last thing that i’d consider.

what a life that i’ve been living. no wonder i’ve been lost.
I’m awaiting the day when i can convince myself that Mother knows best.
Its just so hard to find someone who you can bare your heart to. I want to say it all out, but i’m afraid. sigh, will you be the one to listen?

When you feel tired, wave your flag and wave your flag~ ok thats crap.

I just read cheryl’s blog and here’s a quote:

“I WANT A SELF DECLARED HOLIDAY.”

totally, cheryl. lets all do it! HAHA.

RECOGNITION DAY

Recognition day was boring….

BUT

1. It was wonderful wonderful to see everyone! especially xuanyi and bravo people  happy!!!!

2. i saw peilin perform!!! (but i really shouldnt have left without meeting her.. sigh so sorry pl )

3. I realised that i miss ulp alot.

4. They didnt call my name in the award list!!!! and i went up to collect the cert that was not even mine..

The after recognition day part..

1. Joanne we’re so not fated to watch despicable me..

2. Stupid ndp rehearsal just had to be on yesterday..

3. I love long 190 rides home. (:

4. I slacked the whole day and didn’t do any work (HAPPY OR SAD?)

5. My parents were pretty indifferent abt getting the award (haha well just because it was from red cross. everything abt rc is like crappy to them )

ITS OKAY SIYING ITS OKAY!

Second chances? If a person makes a grave mistake and is never given a chance to turn over a new leaf, what would have happened to our world?

Second chances are up to you to give it to others. By not giving others’ another chance, you’re probably the one making the mistake now.

Because, that was my mistake and i dont want the same thing to happen to anyone.